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Olivia
Berlin, GERMANY
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REPORTS:
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Goodbye waiting. Waiting too much for things that may or may not ever come, and to people who may or may not ever care.
Goodbye trying to force square pegs into round holes.
Goodbye hinging my happiness on the opinions and actions of others.
Goodbye to the last vestiges of my eating disorder. You took too many years of my life away from me. So much time wasted worrying about banal, silly things.
Goodbye being angry that I am not tiny.
Goodbye believing that I simply take up too much space.
Goodbye telling white lies.
Goodbye not really listening to what people are saying.
Goodbye always feeling that I have to entertain and charm to pants off of whomever I am speaking with.
Goodbye too much nostalgia.
Goodbye not being able to just let things be.
Goodbye equating skinniness with happiness.
Goodbye resentment.
Goodbye procrastination and laziness.
Goodbye being pissed about the way things are but doing nothing to change them.
Goodbye being afraid all the time.
Goodbye Marc. I'm sorry that things are the way they are, and that we live so far apart. It's not fair to either of us. I'm sorry I tried so hard to care enough for the both of us. I Love you, but it's time to let go.
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