Learning To Love You More

ASSIGNMENTS:

Assignment #70
Say goodbye.
Ariel
Pittsburgh, USA

REPORTS:


Goodbye always wanting to be somewhere other than where I am Goodbye F.O.M.O. (fear of missing out) when I really do want to stay home Goodbye forgetting to water my houseplants and garden Goodbye pressing snooze 3x before getting up Goodbye not letting go of old love Goodbye not welcoming new love with fully open arms Goodbye always finding something wrong Goodbye fleeting happiness Goodbye interrupting people when they talk Goodbye not recognizing something for what it is, good or bad Goodbye friends who don't deserve my secrets or trust Goodbye skimming over everything I read Goodbye not visiting my 99-year old grandma more often Goodbye so-quick-to-judge my sister Goodbye mama I knew, but maybe I never really did anyway though I desperately wanted to Goodbye text messaging when someone I love is talking to me Goodbye kitty trifecta: Petunia, Bubbles, Ali Goodbye boys who say mean things out of love Goodbye my very first own real apartment that I dearly love Goodbye suspicions of my dear father's motives Goodbye watching tv while surfing the internet while talking on the phone Goodbye hesitance to tell great people how great I think they are Goodbye saying not-so-nice things before thinking Goodbye fear of too much happiness Goodbye fear of too much sadness Goodbye my old best house -- those rites of passage, those slumber parties, those springtime bluebells, those first kisses, those dusty sadnesses goodbye