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Assignment #52
Write the phone call you wish you could have.

Emilylou Beck
Hamburg, GERMANY

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TJ: Hey what's up?
  
Me: Mmh...nothing special I guess.
  
TJ: What are you doing tonight?
  
Me: Well it's Friday so...
  
TJ: Is your mum is away isn't she?
  
Me: Yeah,she's in Rome for the weekend.
  
TJ: Awesome.Can I bring some people?
  
Me: Who?
  
TJ: Just a few guys I just met at the trainstation.
  
Me: Do we like them?
  
TJ: Yeah,they're cool.
  
Me: Are they good looking?
  
TJ: Why?
  
Me: Just asking...
  
TJ: You don't care anyway if you're drunk.
  
Me: Fuck off!
  
TJ: It's true though...
  
Me: So what.Who cares.
  
TJ: I do.
  
Me: Since when?
  
TJ: I always minded you fucking complete strangers.
  
Me: They never were...
  
TJ: Oh come on!Most of them you merely meet the evening you jump into bed with them.
  
Me: Well none of your business.
  
TJ: Fucking hell it is!
  
Me: How is that?
  
TJ: I thought if I show you,that there are different guys you'll notice how destructive your behaviour is.
  
Me: You didn't seem to know much what's going on,when we had our...phase.
  
TJ: I didn't in the first place,but now I regret that I didn't make more of it.
  
Me: I remember us agreeing that it was just for fun.
  
TJ: Well it was not for me.You're too important to me.
  
Me: Glad to hear.Unfortunatly too late I fear.
  
TJ: I'm sorry I couldn't do...more for you.
  
Me: Stop it!I don't need to be saved.
  
TJ: Yes you do.
  
Me: Do I?Go on tell me what's endangering me?
  
TJ: You.
  
Me: God how fucking philosophical.
  
TJ: It's not supposed to be.Just what I think.
  
Me: Why should I give a shit?
  
TJ: Because you once said you trust me?!
  
Me: I did.
  
TJ: But you don't anymore?
  
Me: I dunno.
  
TJ: What changed?
  
Me: Everything.
  
TJ: It wasn't just fun for you either was it?
  
Me: With you never.
  
TJ: Shit.
  
Me: Right.
  
TJ: I....I don't want to...well...hmm...lose you.
  
Me: What makes you think you didn't already?
  
TJ: Hoping for the best I guess.
  
Me: Dunno if I can cope with the situation right now.
  
TJ: what do you mean?
  
Me: Well you fallen in love with my female best friend probably?!
  
TJ: Oh yeah sorry...forgot about that.
  
Me: Very funny.
  
TJ: It doesn't seem important compared.
  
Me: To what?
  
TJ: To what we have.
  
Me: Had.
  
TJ: Why are you so decisive?We can still make another decision.
  
Me: For example?
  
TJ: Well like a relationship or something.
  
Me: Brilliant idea!After we told each other and erveryone else that we absolutely have NO feelings for each other and it was only a one-night-stand.
  
TJ: Actually eight.
  
Me: What?
  
TJ: We spent eight nights with each other.
  
Me: Good that one of us remembers...
  
TJ: You don't??
  
Me: Oh silly!Naturally I do!Those were probably some of the best nights I ever had - with a boy.
  
TJ: Why did it end?
  
Me: Wasn't my fault.You felt that it was not ''right''.
  
TJ: I must have been completely out of my mind.
  
Me: I tried to tell me that for the last two months.
  
TJ: I don't know if I love you though.
  
Me: I'm not sure myself.
  
TJ: I want to see you tomorrow.
  
Me: Alone?
  
TJ: Yes.Would you come to my place?
  
Me: Are you at your dad's?
  
TJ: Yeah.
  
Me: Oh by the way what about tonight?
  
TJ: Party?
  
Me: Good idea!!
  
TJ: When shall we arrive so?
  
Me: Around nine?
  
TJ: Perfect.I'm looking forward to it!
  
Me: Need to get loaded!
  
TJ: Don't make some other guy happy!
  
Me: I would never!
  
TJ: Great.We bring the booze.Do you have cigarettes?
  
Me: Few.
  
TJ: I have money I'll bring you a pack.
  
Me: Okay...this is beginning to scare me!
  
TJ: Hahaha!See you later.
  
Me: Yeah right.Bye.