I constructed a model of my main tumor using my CT scans because I wanted to see what it looked like. After making this thing live outside my body I realized it wasnÕt such a good idea to let this thing loose on the world. So I crushed it. It was a lot of fun to take the object that has created so much fear and to smash it so that it could do so no longer. I have taken multiple plaster castings of my tumor and have begun destroying them in various manners. The act of manifesting your illness or issue in a physical form and then destroying it is highly satisfying . For me its like a cancer voo-doo doll.
